yay for being single! ^_^

Holy Jebus. I am sorry to report but little 12 year old girls should not be posting on lj. I see far too many entries of  'omg, like this girl totally called me fat today and I don't even know who she is!'. first of all, if the worst part of your day is that the cafeteria was not selling your favorite sloppy joes or ceasar salad, your having a pretty fan f-ing tastic day love! If a girl you hate or hardly know bad mouths you, why take it to heart? Why give them such a power over you that they don't deserve to have?? They are probably just jealous of your stunning beauty and way with 'da boyz' or something 0_o. If you continue to let people have such an impact on you then you will never survive past the age of 25 because 2 hours before that birthday you will have a massive coronairy and die! Cool it people. Stress = negative thoughts and that leads to build up of bad chemicals in your body, in short, taking years off your life. Look for the good in your day instead of the bad. You'll live longer.

In other news, Swavy and Kaeoto will be receiving a new series of tunnels for x-mas. Such spoiled little guinea pigs. That's what those 12 year old's should do. Go buy a guinea pig. They say owning a pet relieves stress. How could you resist petting a pig? I mean really...

oh.. and my lovely boyfriend has pink eye, stay away 0_0 cooties.

Forwarded e-mails. will we ever see the end of such an epidemic? I get at least 2 of these a day. I get on my computer, first thing I do? sign into msn. '5 new e mail messages' pops up. Fantastic, I say to myself, someone out there loves me. I go check out the e-situation and 3 of the 5 e-mails are junk and the other 2 make me feel insecure about the size of my non-existent penis. I don't know how many times I have told my friends or online buddies to quit sending me this forwarded crap but it just continues. I don't even open a forwarded message for the fear that if I don't pass it on my life will be utterly ruined and I will cease to function. what are we 10? Only did I believe in these such e-mails during my short lived youth (as we all know I am a crotchety old bittie at the age of 17). My 18 year old male friends I find are crying in the corner because the curse of the damned chain letter has set in. That must be the reason you have not been kissed by your 'secret crush', you were not able to send it out to 50 people in the allotted 5 minutes. I can not tell you how many times I have had to sponsor Betty whose family can not afford her liver transplant or sex change. These poor helpless souls. The only thing I want to see in my inbox are my receipts from ebay and the random message from my exchange partner in ye old land of cheese and chocolate. Is it too much to ask to get a well thought out e-mail from a good friend or lover? whenever I get one of those I save them and in the course of  2 years I have saved 7. I'm definately feelin' the love.

on a brighter note, I bought 417 pieces of sanrio stationary off the net for $38 canadian. I still  have $60 to go. Happy very late birthday to me from mothers credit card. Shame on her for letting my buy my own birthday present, off of ebay no less.

So today I had absolutely shit all to do. My fabulous daddy calls and asks if  I want to go to a movie today. I mention the new harry potter movie is out. Now, I am in no way a huge harry potter fan, but I see the movies as half decent so we decide to see that. We got there 30 minutes early and taking into account that the movie just opened yesterday, there was a relatively short line. We get in there and the Theater is pretty damn packed, but we got some good seats. I love the movie experience, but this was f-ing insane. There were 15 year old girls acting like 3 year old brats. They were screaming about how excited they were to be seeing this movie. I am sorry but I just can not bring myself to understand such people. I don't get excited about much, but when those warm socks come out of the dryer clean, you look out, it's a major head rush! I caught a bit of the conversation from the 4 young girls sitting in front of me. One girl replys to her friends comment with 'I shaved my legs for harry potter'. Wow. You naturalist you, for you to shave your legs is just.. unthinkable! You must love harry so much. The next girl who is fiddling with her mini cell phone says 'I'm gunna get the harry potter theme for my ring right now! I don't care if it costs me $3.00. now if my phone goes off everyone in the theater will hear the theme song'. Love, $3.00 is a bit pricey for you to be an annoyance to others around you. Plus little one, did your parents not teach you manners? You turn off your cell phone in a bloody theater. Should you not be in bed at this hour? It just amazes me the way people act which such stupidity, over fictional characters. Half the people in the theatre probably didn't even know the names of the actors who played the three wizard runts running around the whole film!

All in all, the movie was pretty good I must say. Ron, that sex pot, looks better every move 0.o

Also, the other day I went to wal-mart to get some more grids to finish the G-Pigs cage. I had to get a specific type because, silly me, I bought the ones which were not compatible with any other in the first place. I take the long drive and when I get there I find wal-mart no longer stocks that type of grid. Now that puts a damper on my already fantastic mood. I had to buy larger grids that now make my cage look thrumpy. That's a major piss off. Not to mention the connectors that don't fit properly, the whole things wobbly. Wal-mart cant seem to stock the same brand of something more then 3 days. -_- morons.

Other than all that, My day has been pretty damn good. I will probably finish off this fantastic day by reading more of my recently purchased 'Queen of the Damned'. I don't think I will ever be watching the movie though seeing as it came out of Hollywoods ass. Those book ruining pricks. -obscene gesture-

Swavy finally proved himself to be a boy. Swavy is one of my guinea pigs, I have 2. Swavy has lived with me for 2 years. 3 months back he seemed a little lonely so I decided I would build him a big C&C cage and give him a pal. Upon going to the pet store to buy guinea pig food I decided to check out the pigs, see how they were being treated. Pet stores are known for not providing very good conditions. I noticed this little black ball of fur in the corner all alone. I picked it up and I instantly fell in love with a sheltie guinea pig. He was living with 2 huge rabbits, not safe for a baby guinea pig, and he was not getting the nutrition he needed so I bought him on the spot. I know it's not good to buy pet store guinea pigs, but he was so lonely and in danger. I had to have him. I figured he would make a pretty good companion for Swavy seeing as he was calm and easy to handle.

I introduced them after a day of letting Kae adjust. All Kaeoto wanted to do was hump Swavys face, which had me a little worried. I had read this is normal dominance behavior (0.o) but I had never introduced piggies before so it kinda had me worried. I separated them when Kae started humping Swavs behind. I was thinking, 'well I have not checked Swavy since he was a baby, could he possibly be a girl?'. I invested the help of those on the forums at Cavy Cages to help find out what Swavy really was. Turns out, yes, Swavy is a boy. He is just a very.. Very submissive male.

Today I tried introducing them again and after a lot of humping and Kaeoto getting a nip from Swavy on his piggy privates, they are now good buddies. Surprising what a bite to a males penis can do eh? Right now they are lounging together in the cage in their big hidey cave. They seem very comfortable with each other now. I am just glad that Swavy now has a friend.

I am considering getting a few more guinea pigs once I have fully furnished the cage. It is so empty right now. There are no real toys for them to play with, just hidey houses and boxes.

Once everything is the way it should be I will go to the local shelter and try to find another 2 males to introduce to Swav and Kae. There will be no problem with Swavy my bi piggy. He wants nothing to do with wearing the pants in the relationship. Kaeoto on the other hand is into the bondage and whipping. We will see how it all goes.

I got off school at 12 today cause of parent teacher meetings. What do I do with this extra time? Me and my grandmother go shopping for winter coats. Apparently I need one because I have been living without one for the past year and a half. Of course its a good idea to have one when living in Manitoba Canada where snow can possibly be a year round thing. Well I found a nice jacket for $139.00, I personally think this is too much for a coat. My grandmother on the other hand is on glue, so she takes it up to the desk and purchases it blindly.

We also went to the store that pwns all stores, Dollorama. As mentioned in my user info, I have a fetish for small boxes (audience snickers) and parchment paper. I love any kind of stationary and stickers which match said stationary. Well I was almost comatose today in Dollorama. They had a brand new batch of stationary in, and the envelopes were textured. The Envelopes were Textured people! If I were a man I would have been visibly aroused. So I grab my stationary and shuffle off to the teller, whom of course has the strangest expression on his face as I approach.

So on the way home I run into my local crack dealer---

Ok well I should have started this long ago to save my sanity. Too late. On halloween afternoon I got booted from my own household by the evil doer (aka. step father). reason? I was trying to tell my brother it is a bad idea that one should sell his birthday present an hour after he receives it for profit. Seems reasonable, no? well my step father found this tid-bit of helpful advice invalid. He said it was not my place to say such things and that a 10 year old child could not possibly comprehend morals such as this. My next point that if said child could not comprehend simple morals, then how is it his small mind could comprehend selling off his gift for more money then it was bought? My next point, and this is a good one in my eyes. Would the giver not feel saddened that their gift was not appreciated? By the way, the gift giver was my boyfriend and he worked very hard to get that present.

Anywho. The parent mentioned decided he did not like that I was right and proceeded to yell and scream like a 3 year old child. He actually said 'well then what do you do with money given to you for your birthday? are you meant to not spend it?' and I replied with, certain gifts are meant for certain things. You would not take a blender given to you for your 34th birthday and use it as payment for dog food now would you? no, that is not productive. You use it for its meant use. Money, meant to be saved or spent. I save my birthday money and spend it on something I need rather then want. Then I know I wont be looking at it a month from now saying, 'now what in gods name was I thinking?' and regret my decision.

He seemed to be running out of things to say by now and was getting frustrated so he brought in some new ammunition. He saw my mom standing in the living room so he began to scream at me that I was not letting him speak. That I was butting in. The stupid argument turned into a screaming match, I could not stand him anymore and I yelled at him 'SPEAK' and my mom screamed at me to stop talking and let him speak. I said I just told him to speak and he found that disrespectful. What I do not understand is, if he did not let me get a word in to let me tell him it was his turn, then how would he know? Childish. Pure immaturity from a 37 year old man.

Now they were saying I wasn't shutting up. The only things coming out of my mouth by this point were retorts that I was trying to let him speak, and if they would shut up and listen for a moment then they would hear what I was actually saying. This went on for 10 minutes. Then they figured if they could not stop my talking, they would try to restrain me physically. Immature yet again. I told them to get their hands off of me and when they realized they could not physically contain me, my step father told me to get out. So an argument that resulted because of a bit of good advise got me kicked out of my own home. Fair? I think not. I resent my family for the way they handled the situation.

I now reside at my grandmothers house. It is so quiet, its so new to my senses. I get to sit here all day and eat chocolate. Every menstruating girls dream. Any way, I do not know how things are going at my house and I do not care. I never want to lay eyes on my step father again and resent my mother for her decisions. I am happy here. I love my grandmother for taking me in. If it weren't for her I would be on the street and not blogging with you fine people. This may not be the most constructive way to vent, but getting your feelings out in writing is supposed to help the mind and soul.

I just want to say now, I am not a retard. If there are any spelling mistakes through out this session, please ignore them to your best ability. I am a horrible speller for a 17 year old female. I went to a crap elementary school. Go figure. Just don't correct me. I am set in my ways and tend to bite a little.

The worst of all this is that I have seemed to caught the cold my step father had before I was so abruptly thrown from my home. -_-;;